This hit me hard, your words and honesty. I lost someone to suicide. And I used to think he was selfish. I realized that he suffered from invisible things I didn’t know about. He called me before it. It was a goodbye, not a cry for help. But he wanted to talk to me. I wish I had known… i wish i could have helped.
I have been just on the other end, but from all aspects, it is so important to talk about it. Thank you for sharing. I know it must be awfully hard, but someone out there might just needed to see this.